how can i feel so happy
but be so troubled?
how can i feel so fulfilled
but be so empty?
how can i feel so loved
but be so hated?
how can i feel so involved
but be so alone?
how can i feel so awake
but be so tired?
how can i feel so alive
but be so dead?
how can i feel so comforted
but be so abused?
how can i see everything
but be so blind?
how can i stand so still
but be falling so hard?
how can i feel so strong
but be so weak?
how can i feel his warmth
but be so cold?
i think i'm just fucked up
i think i'm just drained from it all
i think i messed up big time
i think i'd like to be alone now...